Why do i get horny from sword fighting in the boys locker room?

My gym teacher called me a queer and told me to kill myself. I saw a football player who was black and was wearing a hot jockstrap my wee wee spit at him i don't know why. Also i like sucking on stick shaped objects do all men do this? I caught my mom sucking my dads disco stick and i got jealous and asked when it was my turn also i jack off to gay porn